32: Inspiration: Quote : Fear is not Endearing

Fear is not endearing 

- Nigel Barker

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31: Magical Views

There's always something so strangely magical in staring outside the window as I travel down the road.

I stared outside the window, looking at the passing view. Every views I see doesn't last long but the soothing message it gives me lasts forever. The thoughts that passes on my mind as I watch them pass me takes me to greater heights.

An infinitive imagination, a spark of inspiration ...

Then it ends when the car that I am on in, slowly slows down and tells me that the journey is over. But until then, I know what a spectacular journey I had taken and what I took with me.


This could have been a great musical background

30: The Box

I always find myself wondering about my life and exactly where I want it to be. Don't get me wrong, I know what direction I should take. I know what I wanted to be and where I want to be in the next few years; but I don't know what circumstances that life would do to take me or perhaps tempt me to take different way.

But I pray that I wouldn't be derailed from my plans. I hope I'll get to where I really wanted to be. I am hoping that God will guide me and would lead me to a better life. I am positive that He would, if I just keep doing what He wanted me to do: Pay everyone with kindness.

And in doing so, I just need to be patient because everything will come on time. I know and I am sure of it. For now, I will just wonder what He stored for me.

29: Losing grip

Somehow, there's something that's really bothering me today ... and it's what I have to pay for. If you want to know what I have to pay for, I have to pay for what my father have failed to noticed.

He lent me a credit card without checking it's expiry date. He didn't know that it's about to expire until we received the letter. So there's no chance for us not to pay for the renewal charges it because it was an automatic charge since we have a pending debt.

Now, instead of only paying 2000+ I have to pay extra 3,000+ for the renewal.

What a pain in the fucking rear.

28: Hello future husband

Dear Future Husband,

By the moment that you have read this, I am thinking of how our future morning looks like. I imagine me whispering "I love you" while you sleep  -- hoping that my voice would reach within your dream. I imagine waking you up with a kiss and then eating scrambled eggs, and over toasted French toast on the bed with us giggling over nothings.

By the this moment, I want you to know that I am smiling because I know somehow probably you're wondering too.

Love,
Your future wife.