Wednesday, December 28, 2011

111: More Frustration.

I am incredibly frustrated as I write this entry. The thing that frustrate me is how my painting have turned out. I know I don't paint often so having an output that's worth to throw is something I should have expected. Well I have expected it.

But even though I have anticipated how the outcome will be, it still hurts me. Damn, can I just be good on something without having to worry about the outcome? I mean, okay every maestro started having a bad outcome. I remembered that I have read on Outliers that most of the people who are successful have work on their expertise already 10,000 hours ahead of everyone.

Okay, I should remember that; and so I should stop whining and ranting how I suck because I haven't even reach my 100 hours of painting.

I'm sorry I really shouldn't be ranting and whining and being an annoying kid since it's Christmas. But I can't help it.

Monday, December 26, 2011

110: Life: And ... life starts now.

I have been thinking about this for quite some time. I have this thought of generally making a change. I'm doing this not just because new year is coming. But because I want to become the better person I was yesterday.

I'm 22 and sooner or later I'll be 25 then 30. I'm growing and there's nothing to stop it. I should start living my life now than just by waiting for that 'right time'.

It's that I am going to throw caution out of the window, but actually just do something out my usual sync. Explore, do something new, and etc., It's just that I want to do things that's different.

I know that probably you have bumped into this kind of quote "If you do same things again and again you get exactly the same outcome". So, now that I am conscious of what I have been doing, I want to derail my self from my (usual) trail. Take baby steps. It wouldn't hurt.

I'm lucky to have bumped on this article because it had helped me strengthen my plans. Every day is a new day; every hour, every minute, every second is a chance for us to do new things; to explore new streets, so why not take it now?

Thursday, December 22, 2011

108: Hello, Naya Rivera.

Excuse me, while I introduce you to the woman who was the reason why I started watching Glee.

Please, meet Naya Rivera or Glee's Santana Lopez. To say, I'm not really into Glee. I haven't watched it until I have seen their Adele mashup version of Rumor Has It / Someone Like You. What really grabbed my attention was Santana. First, it was the fiery passion performance she did there. She was burning! Second, I actually love her voice.

Also, it's just an instant adoration for me when female celebrities play beyond their sexuality without losing their gorgeousness. Since, Naya Rivera plays the fierce lesbian in Glee just added an extra point for me: bitchy character, flawless woman, playing a lesbian. Who. Wouldn't. Fall. In. Love. With. Her?

107: Video: Santana Lopez' Santa Baby

The very reason why I keep questioning my sexuality

Sunday, December 18, 2011

106: Rilakkuma! ♥

I am currently in love with: Rilakkuma. 
I cannot resist its cuteness. 

105: Picture: Pretty Little Liars' Shay Mitchell NOH8 photoshoot.

Shay Mitchell for NOH8

I haven't watched Pretty Little Liars but when I read that she has a Filipino blood, I decided that watching the series is a must. 

brought to you by:
Dancing Rilakkuma

Saturday, December 17, 2011

104: Yes, It's okay to be Gay. :)

My previous post entitled Life Encounters made me question my sexuality because I am shipping lesbian couple and because I get attracted to same sex. However, I realized that experiencing what I have mentioned does not have to be analyzed; because it's okay. It's okay if I'm being pansexual, homosexual, heterosexual, or whatever it is; because seriously, does it really matter?

I really think that we really don't need to put labels in our sexuality right. My sister told me, sexuality is fluid. I can be straight today and be gay-est of all gay tomorrow. So it doesn't really matter what I am or who I am in love with because it shouldn't be a problem and I shouldn't be ashamed of it. And I think she's right. I should just keep it real and I'm not hurting anyone.

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